He is faithful

If we died with him,
we will also live with him;
If we endure,
we will also reign with him.
If we disown him,
he will also disown us;
if we faithless,
he will remain faithful,
for he cannot disown himself
-2 tim 2:11-13

God, my life has been pretty crazy.. with uni, rez, STM, exams, jobs.. and many other things.. feel like caught in between... and everything is spinning cuz i am used to certainty.. i want know exactly what's gonna happen the moment i wake up in the morning... something i should really get rid of..
rite now.. lil stressed about exams.. but then again... thru past yr.. i came to know that marks aren't there forever.. 100 hrs of study can't even be compared with 10 min spend w/ friends or family.. so i am learning to seek what's important in ur eyes

above are just what's on the surface.. to get deeper God... grant me faith like a child. an unwavering faith that perseveres in hardship.. b/c whatever awaits me in the future... no matter how dark the road is gonna get,Ur light will shine in the darkness and the promise U have given me will never fade away.. and you will remain faithful... C.S. Lewis said "a man who has God and everything else has no more than a man who has only God."
Your love is what i am holding onto.. at the end of day... everything else fades out... Ur love will leave me in awe