just did my physics contest.. so bad.. man... i couldn't do half of the questions.. blah .. whatever it's over anywayz.. and yeah.. i am so in the habit of igoring ppl rite now.. which is really bad.. especially at school, cuz at church u are in the mood to talk, but school just seems so... blah. and i really want to go to the mission trip, but my mom makes me feel as if i did go, that will hurt everyone in the family, cuz my dad is under a lota finanical pressure... i really don't feel the support here.... i think i understood y God didn't let me go last yr for many reasons and i also forgave my parents for not letting me, but i don't think i can never forget about it tho
yeah.. i am just in one of those sulking mood rite now.. and i don't feel like getting out of it.. even tho the bible says to rejoicie.. but .... just pissed .. donno y.. but pissed