looking inside.. and i just get so disgusted by myself.. filled w/ selfishness, anger, pride, worries. God i want a new heart, a new beginning... i know U already promised that on the Cross.. but i just feel so unworthy to recieve Ur grace yet again.. so tired to get up sometimes
things being really bothering me:
- living at campus or at home... this whole college dream of mine, i just hold on to it too tight rite now.. need to let it go, really the best way to help out my parents is to live at home.. that's gonna save a lota money...but the selfish part of me just want to live on campus
- anger for no reason and against no one.. just frustrated
come and fill me up God.. need Ur living water to water up this dry heart of mine

unworthy to be called Urs, unworthy to be Ur servant