Today is prom, and i was so happy when i woke up, but my parents had a fight last nite and that got
me all sad again. They are not talking to each other rite now, and the house is a bit too quiet..
i just went over to sarah's house to do nails, so it's really hard for me to type rite now.. i am
gonna cut them as soon as prom is over.. not used to long nails... sign.. my mom just can't stop worrying
and that got the whole family sad.. i guess it is understandable... but i just pray that God will
carry us thru... my parents never had ups or downs in the past except my dad moving to the states and left
us in China for a while... but this yr has been a test of faith.. kinda like what M.L.K. jr said about
u gotta know ur religion for real, ur God for real. This is the time of testing where, true light come
shining thru.. really want to play my guitar, but my nails are too long.
i guess moving to rez at UT is not gonna work polly...but somehow God, I am still cheerful deep down
inside, i guess God wants to use me to bring back joy in the family...lol not sure if U are choosing the
rite person.. but sure.. i will do my best

CC was soo amazing... just to see so many uni ppl worshipping God w/ their hearts and souls.. lol
and i thought i was hardcore about God.. wow... totally changed my perspective about going to uni,
cuz i am not going their just to survive, i am going there to be a shining light.. need more reflection time to
read over CC stuff later.. but nails are sooo lonngggg... arrrrghhhhh

okie.. prom is coming up.. like hmmm yah.... lol.. remembered in gr.11 i was so excited about prom, but
when it comes.. actually prom is TODAY! yeah.. it is... so many other things on my mind... but i will
have a good time there! i wasn't planning to go w/ anyone, if jon didn't ask me. hehe,.. yah it will be fun
cuz he's always so happy =D also God be w/ me okie?