i never thought i was able to pull this through: 4 tests on one day, but God's grace is suffiicent for me. Last nite, i was having a lil bit of problem( that was an understatement btw) Don't mean to pull out Satan to scare ppl. Perhaps being reading too much "Screwtape", but doubts and fear keep on coming up to my mind. it was like a voice asking all the questions of "whatifs" and "howwells". Jesus said if u are my sheep, u will know my voice. so i learned to turn to the Word of God for strenghth/
"Utterly Meaningless! Everything is meaningless. What does man gain from all his labor at which he toils under the sun? ..."
and the wise Solomon goes on and on about how meaning less life is. then i realize all the earthly things i do have the same fate. It's like a plane flying across the sky, or a cork on the ocean.. so my life on earth is just that small compare to eternity. When Christ comes back again, perhaps all the physics laws will change and math as well. What difference does it make if i get 90 or 60.... not much.
Life w/o Christ is meaningless...