well a week passed since the holidays.. and i got well around 2 weeks till the end of everything.. as in all the nightmares.. as in all the stupid courses that i didn't need to take.... as in i will have a life again.. well at least for a week or so b4 the second term comes
let see.. i got 4 tests on monday.... acutally 3 major ones ..n one that counts or doesn't count... whateva so confusing.. and one presentation on tue... also i got algeo and physics exams on the same day which is rite after english exam.... talk about serious bad exam schedule
one thing to share about tho... all the books i have been reading just "coincidently" talk about the same thing: continued communion w/ God.. that's when i realize the weakness in my spiritual journey w/ God.. b/c I mean i pray to God.. and especially this term... especially b4 tests.. i would come down to my knees and cry out to HIm.. and begin to drink His living water thru the scripture.. really learned to read the Word w/ my mind, heart and soul
the problem is when i wake up in the morning tho... or when there is no test to worry about .. i just kinda forget about God.. and live my life as if God is not w/ me.. when i came home today.. i had to walk... and the cold weather clear up my mind.. i realize i never uttered a single thought about God or to God at school... talk about 2 lives! the whole time i thought i started a school fellowship and that's gotta be something.. but hey man .. i am sooo caught up w/ school work(not that it's bad) that i hardly have time to help out the guys w/ organizing the fellowship.. pray that Cedric, kenny, and josh lol will lead the fellowship to glorify God, since val is too lazy to do anything blah!=p and me just too busy rite now
I need to learn to simultaneously worship and work.. meaning when i am deriving a stupid log equation, i am thanking God.. worship isn't gotta be on ur knees or play a guitar.. it's the continous prayer.. most of the time just in awe... i find praying in mental silence and just listen to the HS can help me a lot
"In order that He mgiht make worshipers out of rebels; in order that He might restore us again to the place of worship we knew when we first created." that's gotta be the best explanation for the Cross