There are so many areas in my life that need to be changed. One of them is the tendency to worry. I guess it has been part of me when i was a child, living with my grandma and listening to her constant worries. I am just so used to the old way of living that when I came to live in Christ... I need to change.... and be transformed from the inward out.. not thru my own effort. It's God who is changing me, it may be painful rite now, but i know He intends it to be good. I can only be free, without the bondage of guilt, worry, pride.... sum up by the word sin. The fact is i never know that these things are wrong... until i am hit by the consequences of sins.
Things that I need to train myself to do:
- read one book at a time + the bible
- think about only the task at hand
- talk to one person at a time
- shut off the past and the future.. focus on today
Above all.. Trust Him with tomorrow
Training takes time... a life time to strive towards that goal of perfecton, Jesus. I am will fall a lota times, but HE's gonna be there to catch me.