God, y do u hafta make things soo complicated.... i want a simple life.. i want to be 12 forever...i don't want to grow up... but i will eventually rite?
=) k... fine... i am gonna stop with all my nonsense.. plus school is starting, and that will get me so busy i won't even have time to think other than about You of course.. i do very much sound like a 12 year old rite now
sigh... 18.. i am gonna be 18 soon...someone is gotta be kidding me, cuz that number is too big for me rite now ... i don't think i am mature enough to handle it... 18... soon.. i can still remember playing with my cousins... and running around the house going crazy.. those days are gone foreva i suppose
God the thing is i am scared to grow up... which i should but i am just really scared about the future.. being responsible... being an adult (yeah rite .. carol blah) I guess i can't be a kid forever...

28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.
31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all--how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.

OK I i think i got ur point....=D if ever get a wish.. which will never come true.. is that i can stop time so i can be a kid forever.. well that's a wish that's never gonna come ture
No point imagining the future.. cuz U already planned everything for me... i am gonna let it go now God.... cuz i trust that U will take good care of my life... I will rest.. and let U be the captain of the ship.. it's foggy out there but ... U can see thru the fog, so no point fretting =D
p.s. I love you... Ur love is too good to be true.. but it is true...