The hardest week b4 Christmas is finally over... i never thought i could get this through.. but God helped me... oh yes! He did! looking back all the things that happened since school first started, i am filled with joy n tears..... but most of all I am in awe.. in awe of God... His unfailing love... His closeness... His sufficient grace
i hafta say that .. the past few months are my big depression time.... but i am glad that i finally got out of it.... stronger in Christ.. instead of running away from Him.... during the hard times.. i had to rely on God to stop worry.. to learn how to breathe again.. how to sleep again.. all the basic things... and i truly came to know Him in a very personal way.. God become a real God... full of life and feelings... and He's always w/ me..leading me on... i see more hardship ahead of me... 3 tests on the same day the second monday when i get back to school... but somehow.. i learn to trust God now... He's gonna be there when i get there.... Thank you God! W/o U i am nothing!