Well... I am getting use to life now.. getting use to its ups and downs. I am listening to "simple things" by Amy Grant. The truth is Jesus is not on the cross anymore, so some ppl should stop agonozing their pains... hehe especially me. Well, I think Yancey is greatly talented, he's a genius who got the skills to get outa the cave once in a while. But he focuses too much on pain and sufferings... not that they are not important. The Cross is the ultimate suffering, but HE is not on the cross anymore.. or in the tomb.. HE is still alive! God is still around just in case anyone doubts that. God asks us to rejoice.. to praise Him w/ thanksgiving.. to welcome trails and tribulations. I may be just a naive kid like the one in the book of Job. Maybe I haven't tasted enough sufferings to know what i am saying, but I know that the tears in the prodigal son were happy ones, and so were the ones in the Old man's eyes. There is more joy than sufferings, if we are willing to discover them. I am learing to trust God.. and also to keep the peace of God and the sacred delight in my heart under any circumstances =D