There are times when i want to cry until my tears run dry... there are times when i want to bow down at your feet and be there forever... there are times when i want to be in the corner of the room and let the darkness and stillness surround me... there are times when i want to touch your nail pierced hands. And this is one of those times. I can't write elegant words, but these words are from my heart:

There is...
There is a longing only You can fill,
There is a wound only You can heal.
There is a tear only You can wipe away,
There is a heart that yearns for Your love.

God! If I ascent up to the heavens,
Would You be there?
If I make my bed in the depths,
Would I find You there?
If I dwell in the far side of the sea,
Would Your right hand hold me?
If darkness covers me,
Would You shine Your light?

Let me work for you in the vineyard,
Let me be your seed among the weeds.
Let me bow down and wash Your feet,
Let me come to Your son's wedding banquet.