God, i have been negleting you for while... this field trip is good.. got some free time on the bus to ponder Your love. the sky is soo beautiful outside! =D
this is one of those times that i want to praise you, God but just can't find the rite words. I guess i have been opening up old wounds, but that is just so selfish and pathetic. The blessings far outweigh the sorrows. Here i am in awe of you. Let my words be few. Gonna lift up some ppls' names in to your hands:

val... i know she has been struggling for a very long time.. at school and also she's not sure about her faith in YOu. God, restore hope in her.. and help her through just like u did with me.

I also wanna pray for tiff... i know that God, you love her... hope she will know that too... but she has to give up a lot things dear to her to have all of you, God.... give her the courage.... whatever your plan is, God... watch over her... and help me to reflect your glory.. so she can come back to you.

Also, grace and shuang... they are struggling in u of t.. it's a tough world out there.. espeically girls as enginerds lol.. i just wanna pray that they will come to know you more through the hard times... and trust you even more than b4.

edith... you've been using her in so many ways... keep her strong.. and protect her... wipe away the tears in her heart.. so she can be happy inside and outside

kenny... it's just soo amazing to see the transformation in him, God... you work wonders.. he was such a punk kid b4 lol... strengthen him.. so he can lead the fellowship next year...

yeah the fellowship... we really need guidance God.. from above, we are weak.. and we make mistakes.. but I know that U are among us.. and U want to use us to work wonders.. so i give the rest of the year into your hands.. and as well as the future... May we glorify Your name!

i gotta stop typing cuz val came over to my house to ask for my help in calc, i forgot everything!! =D but yeah.. she's got a crazy nite ahead of her.. leadership meeting at church, calc test and english oral essay... that girl is soo clueless about the oral essay lol

yeah... i also wanna pray for jon.. and guelph fellowship.. i am sure u've got a plan for them.. just pray that they will be united under ur name ..and reflect your glory at campus
i can really see Ur reflection in jon's life.. so i pray that u will equip him for future battles.

5 yrs ago on April 9, i came to Canada... and it has been an eventful 5 yrs... i am not the lil sick girl who got off the plane.. mostly cuz u are in my life.. and made it full.. also my family has been so blessed by you... now my dad is smoking again!! arrrrrghhhhh.... gosh i can't stand it!!!! i know that he's facing a lot of pressure, so help our family to trust in you and praise in your name especially during hard times

i just want to pray for all the ppl in China.. most of them don't know ur name.. but i know that they thirst for Your love... i know that there are wounds need to be healed.. broken hearts need to be comforted.. and only You understand

good friday is coming.... Jesus, thank you sooo much for the Cross... thank you for enduring all that pain... thank you for forgiving us..

i wonder sometimes.. God what did u have in mind when u created in heaven and earth at the beginning of time? a world turned astray? or few repentful hearts that thirst for your love? to reflect ur glory in ur creation? I wil find out one day.. and on tha day.. i will prolly be too happy to even care about these questions =D