This semester has been... very smooth.. too smooth i should say. No storms, no big problems, to a point Satan deceives me that I can handle everything on my own. I've been doing that for a while now, b/c nothing really big to ask God to help. I am slowly going down to another spiritual low, the gosepl slowly losing its power on me. I stop being in awe of HIm, and just walk away.
God, see the thing is I want to love you, reach out to you, touch you, be healed by you. But I get so comfortable in this world, that i am beinging to lose the connection with you. The grace that once saved me from sin. The love that once touched my broken heart. The hand that once picked me up from my fall. The Cross that once brought me down on my knees. I don't want to lose them, God. Come and fill me up, cuz i am empty. not scared but just empty here w/o your touch. Remind me of my thirst for your living water.