now i think about it my dad may be the person that love me the most on earth.. except my heavenly Father of course.. yet we are so distanced.. in fact we were never close.. too many times he hurt me with his quick temper or his sharp words
it seems weird to me, cuz my dad could be the nicest person to other ppl, but he's not like that at home. i mean he is getting better now, but still his hot temper can really start a heart attack and i am not kidding. Those tempers are ignated by lil things, but mainly caused by his bad mood i think. on my part, i admit i haven't done much to understand him or really talk to him. it just seems like he is my dad and we talk...and that's it. sometimes, i would talk to him about science, history, physics.. things that my mom doesn't understand. but i know i would never open my heart to him, cuz from experience he is really good at making u more worse with his know-it-all authority.
i think i am being unfair, he can be a really nice person, but i guess not today. He is not talking to me again after his temper. The fault is mine, cuz i was a bit pissed that he cooked dinnoer so late, but no need to throw a temper..