exams are done and marked... last term ended with a period.. not too bad... all the skating, skiing and the time spent with church friends are gone... i donno y but i just feel a bit down everyweek after sunday school the whole sunday afternoon is always a drag..preparing for school stress... and i am just not as tight with my school fellowship friends as i am with my church friends, which is normal.. but somehow i really want to make the last year of high school memorable... espeically the fellowship.. i just donno if i will have enough time with the TC captaining going on.. pluz the fact that i don't even know my co-cap yet... ( a bit weird)i also need to spent time for the school fellowship, God help me plz!
This is one of the down times after all the hyper times i had this whole weekend.. sometimes i feel like the happy times go by too fast... and the week days come, and i am hit by reality.. life is not just all laughter.. there is stress, pressure.. work.. the hardest thing to obey in the bible is rejoice... rejoice and be glad always... God will you come and fill my heart?...cuz ican't rejoice on my own.. ican't be grateful all the time.. sometimes i can be such a jerk really.. depressed, selfish, self-centred, want attention for no reason, jealous. My heart can be such a dark place... full of deceit and selfishness.. u know more than anyone else how bad a person i am .. so pick me up and strengthen me.. cuz i would be truly lost without U.