BUSY! Yep that's the best word to describe me rite now... no word better than that one!!!!!!! Need to get away from Oedipus' Tragedy, ewww the guy's got serious problems: married his mother and killed his father. That really brings up the point about Predestination vs. Freewill. I talked about that with Grace during sunday school. We have freewill but at the same time all of our days are recorded in God's book... hmmm.....The idea is hard to comprehend, but then again God is outside of our knowledge.
hahahah.... That makes me more stressed about tomorrow's test! In the midst of all this busyness, I really feel like I can't breathe anymore! (figuratively speaking of course =p) I am stressed about: tests, quizes, hwk, scholarship, uni,and yeah! school fellowship! People are too busy to make an effort, and the fellowship is dying off. Lord, You have Your loving eyes on us, so light the fire again, cuz we really need U above everything else, we need you. We may not have Mr.Croswell to supervise us after school and a place to stay or Principle's consent, BUT we have you. After all the rejections we can take... it's nice to know we won't get one from U, for that I am grateful! I need to P.U.S.H.. too lazy and forget about praying for ppl and things such as school fellowship... *sigh*
My heart is only so big to carry all the burdens, so y not throw them away so I can enjoy Ur Love, Lord. The sun in the morning, a smile on friend's face, a "thank-you", and Your prefect love on the cross. They exceed all the "troubles" in my life. I can't really call them troubles, because they are part of life, part of the process of making something out of this dumb clay, Potter! hehehe No hard times, I can't even appreciate the good things, rite God =P gtg back to hwk..... calc and algeo..... Lord, Help me to love what I learn, plz! Thank you!
The fone shoud really stop ringing rite now! It's driving me nuts! I wish I can be disconnected from the world! ( a bit too harsh)