"... my power is made perfect in weakness."
- 2 Corinthians 12:8

Wow.. i actually have time to blog something. Although school is stressful, but then again it's challenging and fun. My life would be so meaningless without school, because busyness keeps me sane and drives me insane from time to time. When I signed up for math tutor (ahhaha tutors have to wear a tag that says "i am a math tutor", more like 'i am a super nerd 8-)". I thought this is a piece of cake, because not a lot of people on the list are "smart" (hopefully no one who signed up is reading this heheh). Then, guess what? God hit me on the head with a warning during geometry test, because I screwed up one question. My self-esteem basically went from the tip of the Alpine Mountain to the bottom of the Atlantic Ocean. It went from too much confidence to too litte (just in case some ppl don't understand my mountain metaphor. =P). I did an attitude check and realize that only when I am weak, my head is low enough to bow to God and ask for help. Today, I did my interview, and it went pretty well. As I walked out the room head tilted high, I remembered God's warning. Then my heart was no longer filled with pride but with gratitude, because I know God was with me and He will always be. I am not sure if I actually got the position tho. Just too many rejections from interview, like the prefects one. I guess I should thank God, because He knew that this year is too stressful for me to lead in prefects. Isn't it great to know that God never interviewed us when He accepted us. With His high standard, He prolly wouldn't even look at my resume, and yet He died for me even before I ask for the position to be His child. Heheh something to think about. When I get all the rejections I can take from the world, I gotta remember that I will never get one from God. For that I am thankful!